Wednesday, 30 July, 2008

DAMN T.T Ok... now great =.=" Mdm Timah , my co-form teacher, has told my dad to ban me from playing computer and my dad took out the whole internet access... before that my PSP was confiscated and my these two enjoyment was just like that *poof* out of my life thanks to one complain(petition letter) from Nat,my classmate, who might be unhappy with me and speaking up for my classmates who were unhappy with me and I felt offended as they could have just told me straight in my face that hey, I'm being irritated by you playing PSP in class or whatsoever... i know that they are doing this for my own good but everything has its own limit which I may or may not be able to over come it in such a short time.

Today during CE and home period, both my form and co-form teacher came in to our class to clarify this matter and I have this feeling that not everyone that is unhappy with me has spoken up. I need to know what is that factor that your are unhappy about before I can make any changes to my action so that your will not feel irritated or offended by what I'm going to do during my days in school as your classmate. As the saying goes, no one is perfect so am I, as a human, I do make mistake as well so forgive me for what i have done...

Maybe they did not know that by telling me straight in the face that I'm irritating, For this, would not feel offended but I will thank them for informing me instead as every remark is a constructive remark to help me improve as a friend or a classmate or are they just afraid of my big size? No matter what, I felt quite disappointed in my classmate as this whole incident had made me lose my every spiritual food for my brain and furthermore this whole case can be solved in class or with a teacher as a mediator and everything could be solved peacefully without going to the principal... Probably it is just like what Mdm timah says, I'm addicted to my PSP and computer.

Meet up with Mrs Kok after my lesson and we had a talk about the whole petition case and she do not take it as a case as teachers have given back positive remarks that I'm trying to do my best in class... worst of all, she set me a target that might be a bit too high for me, 7 points for my "O" level examination!!! Oh well, i guess I'll just have to give it my best shot after all, this is my so call most important year in my life as from this examination, my future is decided...

Anna, if you are a reader of my blog, I would like to thank you for speaking up for me and if u have any problem you can find me and I will still offer a listening ear for you to pour out your problem... And guys, this would probably be my last post till 13 Nov which by then i would have gotten back my PSP and internet connection. Till then... see ya all


P.S.
I'm using my uncle computer n internet access to type my final farewell to my beloved blog and its reader, thank you all for your support namely Edmond, Zheng Zong, Chee Hiong and last but not least my best pal Chenghan

Wednesday, 2 July, 2008

To those people who are scolding me on my blog, please get a life... quit scolding me here, confront me face to face if u dare if not just shut your F***ing hell up }:<. Ed I am sorry about the incident in the canteen on Monday, i will not do it again T.T for give me.