Too Busy These Days

Finally its time for blogging le... been so busy these days till no time to even go blogging... so for me, blog is what i do during my free time haha.

Christmas been fun, eating the whole day till evening where i went to watch Alvin and the chipmunks 2 with my buddy shaun, edmond and last but not least, weefeng. The poor us could not get good seats so what do we do? Buy the front seats and then sit at the back of the cinema on the floor which is also my first time and yet not that bad cause my buddies were with me.

Projects up to my neck and are almost toppling on me already... not sure of how to effectly manage them and now i am in deep shit... only have myself to blame. This conclude my whole holiday... 1 word says it all, BURNT-ED

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

After a long long time...

Bravissimo 2!! woohoo!! At long last the 2nd version of the concert series for WRSSSB has came and after attending it, the band has defiantly soared to a greater heights then ever before... I look towards the younger generations to over take us and become a even better musicians then the current batch of seniors in the band and even the alumni hahas... The song that inspire me the most was Bolero cause i had never played this song before and i have always wanted to play it just because its just so nice :) heavenly and wonderfully played thou not the best of quality yet. Have a listen to it is u felt like it :)


Had a little drink with my friend, and u know what? lester and jane are finally starting a relationship which kinda make me think back on how it felt when my first "relationship" was... Watching her back is just so sweet and all I ever wanted was just to spend another moment with her...

Last but not least, cheers to the future of Bravissimo 3!! I M WAITING :P

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

Not much life these days

Well this is getting bad... life is less interesting now these days... not much things to blog le... and that isn't a good thing u know... many homework and projects flying towards me...

On Friday, i encountered a joke sia... wan more info? ask me bout it... too long to write here :P

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

Dedicated to some one

Why did it come to this...
1st: Immature
2nd: Lazy
3rd: Jealousy
4th: Not My Cup Of Tea...

This Explains it all... no need for Elaboration... Hope you find someone better then me... and this post was made after many hours of repeating reconsideration and the decision made here will be my final.

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

The best explaination

Understand the lyric ba...


Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

A tiring day

Monday has always been a very packed day for me... Did not went to the boardgames club today as i had a lot of work to be completed by this week. Straight after i finished my work, i rushed down to the church n guess what?? i spent too much time on work le hence late for RCIA class... lucky thing is they have just only done their opening prayer but nevertheless, its still a bad thing to be late! so make a point man to be there earlier!!.

Gina asked for the exchange of our baby photo and i disagreed to it as it is far too precious to even select one of my memories to be given away hence i said to her, can let u see nia cant give u :P

Last but not least, Specially for my Godpa and Godma de:
Thou i never mention your but that does not meant that your are not important to me le... some of the things i do not ment to even let it leak out but it just so happens that our house many bigmouth de so no choice for the late info but i still love your *smooch*

So this ends tonight blogging session hope the word count can be reduced for easier reading :)


Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

Promotion and yet no pay rise!!

Weird right?? let me tell you why... it seems like i am promoted but in fact, i am not but i am doing a job of a promoted persom... complicated?? yes it is and the worst case is, i do NOT get a PAY RISE!! and yes you did not see wrong... NO PAY RISE... haizz forget it... i think i just do what i am suppose to do and forget bout the pay... meaningless

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

Gettin used to it

After a few days together with her, im starting to get used to her being around me le... so should i start to open up my hands to get closer to her or should i remain as im for a little while longer... this is so confusing to me as she wanted me to hold her hands dearly... what should i do...

Shyness has always been a problem to me when i come to women and i still cannot get over the feeling of shy when it comes to bring with her... its gradually getting better and i hope she will not be having too high hopes on me being too close with her if not she might just get disappointed and just to mention 1 thing, her mum cooking skill for the curry chicken is quite good and its also unique to me as i have never tasted this kinda flavors until today when i am being invited over to her house for lunch hehe and this concludes the updates for today...

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

First movie outing

Today was my first movie outing with Gina to watch the movie (A Christmas Carol)
generally not a bad movie la but still i felt very nervous due to the fact that i am shy hehe... thou on surface i dun look like it but i actually very weak towards women de. after movie, escort her home then chat below her house block then her mum just nice came back and saw me. the comment given was : u look more handsome then in the picture... i was like err... thx? was trembling at that moment thou... thought the mother wan scold me hahaz. that is all for today and 1 more thing... junkai you have to forget wad u have in school.. the beauty u once had in your eye and take good care of Gina hor!! Wants to know her better but shy to do it... hope the shyness will be gone soon or she will be very disappointed.

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

Two updates in 1 post

17Nov:
Super!! Super!! Super!! high day :) has 17 chicken nuggets and sushi for my bday pressie from my classmate. Kimpoh and Andy gave me a set of new speaker from creative which i loved dearly and my 2 buddies Shaun and Edmond, gave me a bday cake taht was so sweet that i felt like i have gained 10kgs after eating 1 slice... also my new companion has joined me :) her name is called Gina Ng Lee Mei and i wish and prayed that our relationship could really last. Shaun and Ed toned at my house after the celebration was over and next bday up is Ed's and after Ed's then next place will be at JW's hehe liquor coming le i can smell it.

18Nov:
Meet up with Gina for the second time and she might be just the one for me... saw one of her dog today, Beauty. she is a 10 yes dog means 10X7=70 years old le the dog... tomorrow gonna watch movie with her and i wonder what will it be... so im waiting the coming of tomorrow eagerly and it seems like we be watching a Christmas Carole.

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

She's missin

Today not much updates but when i go to the boardgames room, i didnt get to see my beloved... missin her so much ya but yet today, to do away with my mondays blues, she is not there!!! haizzz... no worries you will get to see her again de :) so cheers for tomorrow cya

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

New Friends

Been working for the past 2 days and yesterday a whole new batch of new agents has graduated from the training program and started working, all were young kids whom wanted to make a small living for themselves and yet today, around half of the populations were missing from work which pisses carole off and we got a earful from her as a result.

I am not sure if she is my friend or just someine else that can hit off, but there is an outgoing girl sitting beside me today while at work and her name is called Yap Sze Yin and while there are no calls, we were chatting then i came to knew that she will be in sec 4 next year but nevertheless, she is still hardworking in my eyes and not a bad " dui xiang" lol i must be dreaming about it but it is not possible... as i feel that if we were to go into relationship, the long distance relationship would not last as i do not think that i could afford the time to run to Tampinese every now and then for her... And another observations, the MICs are not that bad either but try not to think about it :) hahas studies are main priories now not ladies!! Focus JunKai Focus!@!@!

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

Busy Week

Whew... this week been a busy week for me hehez... heretic days to fit in with all the activities going on... tues, wed, thurs, fri, all these days been swimming minium of 1 hrs... hahaz now pretty burnt out le :) but i am happy!!

Tomorrow is the day out with my buddies from sec sch whom have just completed their o level examination lol, just to celebrate with them for the whole day... burn! burn! burn!!!

Pieces of broken things will never be patched up just like my heart... which is now a void le... sayonarah my love

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

Looking Ahead...

It is a long time since my heart was broken but since then on, it never healed so it is still remain broken and i always wished that a kind lady would come and patch it up but till now it been to no valid and i do not seems to be open to ladies anyway... My lucky friend thou, has not been wounded in the heart hence seems like still able to stand up to it but to me is, if i were to suffer another blow to my heart, i would just break down and maybe would not be able to get up anymore, staying forever down in the dirt and smelling it...

This Saturday i have to hand up the divergence thinking tools that our group has decided but till now i do not even know who is in my bloody group... Seems like this semester's CATS is going down the drain already... Emo-ing in process...

Tomorrow meeting JieRui for swimming so have to wake up a bit earlier but i do not mind and the interesting thing is that i did not knew that there is a club called the boardgames club where you get to play boardgames and yet earn CCA points hehez... Saw my "love" in the boardgames club today, her smiles, the same smile that she gave to me during my CGS week, melted me into a puddle of love cloud but i still cannot bear to show how much interest i have in her for i am afraid to be rejected... i will wait, wait for a better chance to see if the both of us are compatible, or maybe just remain as a crush which is just sweet enough for me...

Next year, Astronomy is awaiting me where the bright stars in the sky will brighten up my life, i wonder which star would, brighten me up and hopefully do not turn me into a shooting star that come crashing down onto the cold hard Earth...

So long for tonight.... going to sleep so that tomorrow will be fully energized to take on the challenge of the day!! :)

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

New Haircut...

Well, got a new haircut yesterday... now felt empty up there and tomorrow's my mums birthday... wonder how my family is suppose to celebrate with her... hope to give her some surprise on her 40th birthday

Yesterday went to the history museum and it does not really provide much things to write about... the thing is the project still has be done... never mind... just get to sleep... tomorrow a busy day haiz

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

Hurray! For clear weather

Yep Yep Just as the title says, hurray for clear weather! :) finally get to swim today but it was even harder then what i expected.

Start off with 4 laps of only kicks and i am always at the last because my kicks were weak... ended up almost dying. Went to the beginner side and learn how to do the freestyle kicks then try them out... i was so tired till my legs got cramps but i am happy as i am learning new things which previously i could not cope with...

Time to sleep till tomorrow now... what a tiring day... yawns..........

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

Feeling Sick....

Waking up today feeling slightly light headed then went for a swim with Jie Rui today at swimming poo, again but today we set a target... To swim 10 laps before exiting the pool to continue with our studies and we did it... in a matter 90 minutes which means every 1 lap we made = 9 minutes and every half lap, would be 4.5 minutes which is very very very long.... people could finish 1 lap while we just finished half of it but oh well, we did reach our target...

Went to library to slack for about 1hours? around there plus minus a few minutes then went for ECA surprisingly i remained focus all the way through out her lesson then lunch... by the lunch time, my runny nose got worsern, probably due to the rain i caught yesterday...

Stayed back at library today as usual... with Jie Rui and today Xin Ying showed up for the studies. Took us by surprise though(not that we do not welcome her, in fact, we welcome anyone who comes, the more the merrier hahas) but her presence bring life to the study group as her cheerful nature brightens up the room. Or maybe i am just feeling sick by then already hence the room seems to be darker then usual but i pity Jie Rui who has been with me for the past 2 day... hope he do not catch a cold or i be guilty about it...

Now as i am blogging, my face is turning white from the stupid idiotic nose which keeps on sneezing and hopefully i feel better tomorrow if not i am going to die! and i mean DIE!!!! As my S&W is tomorrow... have a feeling ti will rain though so i don't expect much from tomorrow... but nevertheless i still wanted to attend a proper swimming lesson.... feeling sick now so i am off to bed now... So long buddies

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

Focusing!

What am i doing today?? losing of my focus in the study room... oh my gosh... tomorrow i will have to make up for the time lost by studying even harder then before...

FCE was a sucker lesson to me, waste my time and maths for today was not really hard though i had to recall all of my secondary school stuffs... ECA was a smooth class today without much thing but many many tutorials that we were suppose to do... FME was like FCE though... would prefer more practical rather on the theory part which wastes time... seriously today, the only thing that went well, was to practice swimming... other than that, all was just pass my time...

Swimming for tomorrow again but it would be a good boost to my non sports lifestyle... time must be spent wisely now, cant afford to waste a single minute hence this shall conclude my post for today :) off to sleep now to prepare for tomorrow's heavy duty day! Jiayou X 10^5 all the way!!!!

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

Must Work Harder!

Why do i have this weird feeling that i have not been working hard enough? Is it because that i have change for the better or is it just a temporary urge to just study? I seriously hope that it would be the first one...

Today, My friend's secret was exposed in class by some one and he did not feel good about it... but what can i do? I wanted to help him out but yet i cannot. It made me felt very helpless as my friend was hurt and at that, i did nothing to help him feel better. Failed terribly in life of friendship and love life... So what have i left in me?

Oh well this ends today's post and got to go sleep now as tomorrow i have a meeting with 2 of my friends to get a dip in the school swimming pool :) Jiayou JunKai on working harder and harder towards better results

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

Clean and Green Singapore??

Was suppose to wake up by 6.20am but i accidentally over slept till 6.50am so had to rush down to harborfront within the shortest time available. Luckily, the train all took less then 2 mins to arrive at the respective stations for me to change trains...
Alone i was when i arrive at harborfront interchange, watching people walking here and there in the interchange, i notice a few of them wearing the CGS shirt and hence, supposing they were a part of the CGS2009 so i went alone, buy some porridge and soybean drink at the lobby cafe, went up to the exit D of the station, sat there alone to eat...

Not before long then i notice, i was the only year 1 student around as the other participants from NP was year 2! With no company, i was alone all the way till the breakfast break when one of the year 2 REB seniors talked to me then i slowly talk to the rest of the group and hence became "friends" with them just to ask to pass my time more happily.

Typical Singapore event will attract typical Singaporean... As a student volunteer, i lead quiet a few groups around the event halls from the best of the kind to the worst of the kind... u have seen it all hahahahahah.... the first group i lead around, the leader of that group was so called a "kia su" type and the first thing she said to me was, i tell u to bring me go where u bring me. Other place later we will go ourselves so do not bother to bring us the whole place. Then she ask me: ah boy! where to change the ticket for the lightbulb arh? So i brought them to the place where phillip had free lightbulbs for the first 50 people everyday... then the phillip people told the aunties, sorry maam, the bulb for today has all been given out, come back tomorrow earlier. Aunties: aiyo! y u walk so slow arh ah boy now nothing to get le... ahhhh never mind, forget it we go take the bag... And as typical singaporean, u should know that even though its limited to 1 per person, they took like 3-4 bags and i was like... omg how many do u really need... geezzz ok then never mind.

As i continue working, one of the REB senior caught my eye... A beauty she was as compared to the people in my class, mesmerized by her beauty i just felt like the time had just suddenly stop for her but not for long i regain my composure, returning to my work station just like before with her smile deeply imprinted into my mind. Life was a bored over there and by 11, all is free to go then slack till end of the shift haha... playing hop scotch like little kids though we were like so old... had a fun filling day with many beautiful memories of both human and nature :)but the sad case was, i was never able to capture the beauty of it as my handphone camera sucks.... too sad man if not your can share the joy that i had too :) by the pictures haha but no worries man next time when i get a handphone, i make sure it has a good camera to capture the beautiful moments to share

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

Wasted Day, Wasted Life...

To be truthful, every friday i would feel that i went to school is just a waste of time. It seems to me that no matter how hard i tried to focus on these two module, it just can't get me wanting to know more about it... what should i do...

As i wallow down the valley of darkness, who would be there to walk with me, talk to me, encourage me, save me, help me, befriend me, listen to me, stay with me and to love me? My soul wants to leave my body as it does not felt belong to here but my body bonds the soul to my body believing that the best place would be in here while my mind just wander around aimlessly in the void, cold,empty space of mine... who should i believe in? Soul or body or should i be just like my mind...

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

Un-Fateful

What a fateful day. Today seriously might be the worst day(might have more bad days to come) ever since i started my new semester in NP...

1st: lousy CATS teacher who is a fat piece of lard... a even bigger piece then me( if you were to compare me as 1)who taught nothing but a waste my time... why waste today and not on last week, made me lose my chance to pick my favorite S&W sports,Yoga.
*Guys if anyone reads this post please tag on the chat box on this question:
If you got an illness that you can't be cured now, eg. Aids and ect... and maybe in the future you would find a cure for it, would you want to hyper freeze yourself and wait for the cure or would you live your current limited life to the fullest? Reply with your answer and why is that so. In due time i will inform you of what my CATS teacher says about it! You be surprised about the answer that she gave( answer will be revealing on next thursday).

2nd: freaking bad weather... when change into trunks already, went out into the pool, just before starting lesson, lightning risk alarm went off... away from the open space buddy, said the ah neh in white uniform and black pants. PT all the way till 4.30pm where the class ends early today due to no outdoor activities and most people went home sadly cause they did not get a chance to swim after taking up so much courage just to change into the trunks. Waited till 5.15pm when the alarm finally goes off and left 3/18 people in the class swimming happily in the pool :)

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...

BLOOD!!

lol actually its nothing much, just that i went for a blood donation today. the process before the donation was a pain... in total, waiting 1.5hr before my turn to donate blood which only lasted for around 5-7mins?? fast eh? and a commendation to the nurse, name(forgot)who insert the needle into my arm... good effort made to make sure the donor do not feel the pain. she seems old yet she is fast in her work...

its been said that if you donate blood, you will feel faint but the problem is, after the blood donation i am freaking hungry!! and yet, not even abit of the faint feeling comes to me... still can run to canteen some more... pro right?

Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time when it just first started...

Feel Good?

lol today i stayed back in sch for the second time this sem to do my work... surprising rit? the hard working me :) rare to see me like this but i will persevere on to achive better GPAs for this sem... important!! till then...

Must stop dota-ing!! reject the temptation is a must but how? some 1 please teach me... probably studying with the girls might work! but who knows cause they always push me on to do my works unlike the guys... dota-ing onli...

Time passes, people changes and yet it always seems to be remaining at that time...

Revival!!

Its been a long time ever since this blog became active and i try to revive it ok guys :) the first thing is -> finally!! quit archery cause its really a disappointment to me... thats all for today, for now...Zzzz