It is a long time since my heart was broken but since then on, it never healed so it is still remain broken and i always wished that a kind lady would come and patch it up but till now it been to no valid and i do not seems to be open to ladies anyway... My lucky friend thou, has not been wounded in the heart hence seems like still able to stand up to it but to me is, if i were to suffer another blow to my heart, i would just break down and maybe would not be able to get up anymore, staying forever down in the dirt and smelling it...
This Saturday i have to hand up the divergence thinking tools that our group has decided but till now i do not even know who is in my bloody group... Seems like this semester's CATS is going down the drain already... Emo-ing in process...
Tomorrow meeting JieRui for swimming so have to wake up a bit earlier but i do not mind and the interesting thing is that i did not knew that there is a club called the boardgames club where you get to play boardgames and yet earn CCA points hehez... Saw my "love" in the boardgames club today, her smiles, the same smile that she gave to me during my CGS week, melted me into a puddle of love cloud but i still cannot bear to show how much interest i have in her for i am afraid to be rejected... i will wait, wait for a better chance to see if the both of us are compatible, or maybe just remain as a crush which is just sweet enough for me...
Next year, Astronomy is awaiting me where the bright stars in the sky will brighten up my life, i wonder which star would, brighten me up and hopefully do not turn me into a shooting star that come crashing down onto the cold hard Earth...
So long for tonight.... going to sleep so that tomorrow will be fully energized to take on the challenge of the day!! :)
Time passes, people changes and yet beautiful dreams always seems to be remaining at that time where everything first started...
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